Shining Spirit

Wouldn’t it be nice to have signs at every intersection of life? “Go here.” “Don’t go there.” “Stay away.” “Good choice.” Wouldn’t life be easier, safer? Not really. I knew a kid once whose source of fun was to go around changing signs, redirecting, getting a laugh when someone drove down the wrong road because he had intentionally shifted the signs. He called it a prank. That’s not what the coroner called it when the cars were untangled. How about these signs that dot the landscape all around the world: human life redefined by climate shifts, or the stunning increase in the number of mass shootings each year, or the way the earth is redefining itself in light of human abuse? “Signs of the times” we call them with a shrug and a sigh. Some would say the signs are getting bigger and bolder. Cold metal signs lack something called conscience, the measure of moral values. There was a living, breathing, human sign in the world once. A person who offered to be a signpost at just about every life intersection you can imagine: economics, politics, relationships…nothing went unnoticed by this man. That’s right, the “man-sign” who spoke about justice and life’s value and how to get along with your neighbor. Anybody can paint a piece of metal with an arrow on it but only the Source of Life could show us how to live it. The only problem associated with this better way is that you have to engage mind, heart and a commitment to truth. Seems like that’s asking a lot of folks these days. Bigger numbers on Speed Limit signs don’t mean you’ll get there faster, especially if the arrow is pointed in the wrong way.

Imagine for a moment.

Imagine that you are walking along the path and you
come to this place. You are tired and need a place
to rest. And here it is!

You sit down, thankful for your morning walk,
for the beauty around you, for the quiet,
for life.

And suddenly this place becomes a sacred spot
on earth, a place that invites you to experience
The Holy, The Presence, God. Names don’t
matter, just the power of the moment.

What would you say or think or pray
in this place and time?

Just when you think the journey will be calm, smooth, effortless, you round a corner and there they are. The dreaded rocks, big ones and little ones. And everything changes. Hold on! It’s going to get bumpy. One minute, your little boat is drifting on the serene surface, then, without warning, you’re dodging the rocks that are seen and the ones unseen. In matters of health, in relationships, in the stock market, in the practice of faith principles. Rocks are out there. As a general rule, don’t forgo the journey because of the possibility of turbulence. Everybody hits the rapids once in a while. Just be smart enough to deal with those rocks when they come along. Navigate your little boat carefully and you will come out on the other side, back into smooth water. At least, for the time being. A friend of mine told me that when rocks pop up to ruin his journey, he just turns everything over to God. Let God handle it. He called his approach simple trusting. Commendable. But that tiller back on the stern of your boat isn’t there for decoration. Trusting in God’s deliverance is good. Keeping your hand on the tiller and your eyes on the obstacles is better. Our faith tells us that God is always near but it doesn’t say that God will drive the boat.

The benediction pronounced,
the last hymn sung,
greetings exchanged,
sad farewells shared,
we drove away from the church
leaving behind pieces of our hearts
and the body of my father.
Only in our memories would we
ever again smell the fragrance of
his aftershave lotion, hear his laugh,
see him at his desk crafting a sermon
for preaching next Sunday.

Dreary days passed before I could muster the
courage to open his desk drawers
and rummage through things he had
touched and treasured.
He wrote with a fountain pen…who
uses fountain pens anymore?
As I pushed scribbled notes aside,
I uncovered a small cloth bag,
a draw string at the top. It was not empty.
I looked at it for several minutes
before gently pulling the draw string
open, turning the bag upside down and
watching the contents tumble onto
the dark wood.

A slip of paper, a small pocket cross,
and a rock, a common backyard rock,
ordinary in every way.
I think I skipped a breath when I saw my
name on the folded paper,
addressed to me, left for me to find,
waiting to be discovered.
Here’s what I read.

My son, I left this little bag
for you. Maybe in time you will find it
and appreciate the contents. These two
items will influence how you live the
rest of your life. I carried the cross in my
pocket to remind me that love is so much
more than sentiment. Love is the will power
to sacrifice for the welfare of the other,
willing sacrifice for the welfare of life. Willing
sacrifice…say those words right now. Less
than that, love is a marketplace commodity.

The rock has worn holes in my pockets over
the years. It’s like the stone the man carried when
he was about to fling it at the woman caught in adultery.
Do you remember the story? Just when he was
poised to throw it at her pitiful body, he heard a
voice say: “Let him who is without sin cast the
first stone.” In sudden shame and embarrassment,
he dropped it on the ground, turned and walked away.
What you don’t know, my son, is that same voice
was heard again…”Come here my brother.
Yes, brother…lift your head, don’t be ashamed.
You are forgiven. You are a child of my Father.
You are my brother, and you are forgiven.”
As he said these words, Jesus slipped the
stone back into the man’s trembling hands
and told him to carry it as a reminder
of the moment when anger and hate
were overcome by grace and mercy.
They embraced and the man
walked away weeping.

There were times, son, when I wanted to use
that rock for revenge, but each time I reached
into my pocket to find it,
I felt the little cross
and I became the man whose anger turned
to shame and whose shame became rejoicing.
All because of a pocket cross and a rock.
Imagine.

Time. Friend or foe? Too much to do and not enough time? Or, too much time with nothing to fill the hours? How do you manage time? Or, maybe it manages you?

Remember the biblical story of Queen Esther? Uncertain about what to do, what decision to make, she was counseled: Be strong and have courage, for perhaps you have been called for this very hour…for such a time as this. There is a great lesson here. Have you ever felt that you were called “for such a time as this?” That somehow life has come together and is just waiting for someone to speak truth, or act courageously, or stand for justice. And maybe you’re the someone.

One writer put it this way: “The way we spend time defines who we are.” You can’t put it in the bank. You can’t hoard it in the closet. You can’t capture it once it’s gone. Spiritual discernment allows us to examine the moment and respond in the character of Jesus, to hear those words in your ears: Maybe you have been called to the Kingdom for such a time as this.

Be alert to the moment, sensitive to the circumstances, and courageous in addressing the moment with Good News. Ben Franklin: “Lost time is never found again.” Don’t waste it. Make the most of it. Time is a gift from our Creator. Spend it wisely.